Hello...first off I'd like to thank you so much for viewing this. This is really hard for me but I figure it's better than never trying. After spending 4 years in an abusive relationship always telling myself it would get better i finally wised up and left on my own. When I was 19 i met a guy and it was like a fairytale until i learned the darker side of what my prince was capable of.I fell in love being naive and thinking he was "the One" 3 months later i got pregnant. my parents being unsupportive kicked me out of the house and i was forced to move in with him. He was sweet on the outside but on the inside a liar and a cheat and an awful human. One night during a fight not long after i moved in he pushed me into a wall and i realized what kind of person he was. Whenever he got in a mood he did the same thing i guess from the stress and everything going on a had a miscarriage at 12 weeks. He blamed me and it was then that i lost my sense of self and realized maybe i deserved it maybe ... Read more »